Out of shape

Ok today I started making myself condition for lacrosse. I can't believe the season is almost here so I decided I should start getting back into routine. Good idea. It's not that I am fat I'm not even chubby but jesus I need to start working it. In may I was in perfect condition I could run for two miles without even breaking a sweat now I am like dying after just one. Well I guess it's a good thing I am starting now. Anyone have any endurance ideas?

sims

Yesterday was pretty much a waste except for two glorious ours of "It's Complicated" which was pretty hilarious. John Krasinkski was looking fine as usual. Anyway all day except for watching said movie was spent playing sims 2. Not even sims 3. But the '04 version. I didn't even use cheats. I was pretty proud. Yeah it's sad I know. Ok just thought every one should know. I won't be able to post for about a week because I am going camping. Actually more like hanging out in a cabin for 5 days. Ok I will certainly post about my adventures when I get back...

Changes

You may have noticed I changed the name and description of my blog. Like it? Hate it? Suggestions? The old one was well old. It sounded a little fruity. Like I was trying too hard. Ok yeah just filling every one in.

success

I feel good. Why you ask. Because I got basically everything I asked for for Christmas. Her's the rundown:
northface fleece
ugg slippers
rainbows (flipflops)
a new dakine backpack
clothes
twilight crap
dvd player

And I the gifts I gave were a hit:
Edward cutout
glass chess set
adam's cd
gift cards
leggings
in n out shirt
scarf
clothes

I feel generous as well as loved which I believe is the best part of Christmas. Excuse me while I go break in the new edward poster....

feeling sluggish

I am on break. So far it has sucked. I couldn't get into a party because they reached capacity which ruined my weekend. My supposed best friend keeps bailing on me for her own life. I am not quite sure how to confront her so any advice is welcome. The guy who i find rather attractive is being a butt. I had mcdonalds for lunch and I am going to have dominoes for dinner so obesity statistics here I come. Alright I am done complaining and I should get back to the real world.

just realized

anyone who has read or reads my posts and then sees the one about comedy writing probably thinks I am on or was on some sort of crack or other hard drug. I just realized that this blog has no comedic anything about it. Well readers I promise in real life I am quite witty but I still have to master the art of putting it into my writing.

Robby Patz

Well folks I've hit rock bottom. I had a Robert Pattinson marathon this weekend including the movie "Robsessed" then I saw New moon yesterday...for the third time...and today I bought a life size cutout of him. This is embarrassing

Today my mom said I smelled

To which I took off all my layers until I was down to a tank top and directly made her smell me. To which she took back the extremely rude comment which she made in front of my best friend. I then put the pieces together and figured it was a trick to empty my dirty clothes more frequently so guess who is doing laundry tonight. I guess it isn't fair considering I call her "biggy" commenting on her weight. She takes it lightly though I should strive to be more like her. From this experience I have learned I have fragile self confidence seeing as one little comment drove me to hysterics. Well better start a load.

Wow my old posts...

Don't start a blog. It's time consuming and rather disappointing trying to convey your feelings into words and having just 2 people interested. It's a start I guess and I d0n't necessarily want thousands of readers but 10-15 would be nice. Anyway back to reasons not to start a blog. I look back at my old posts and literally cringe.Not just at the grammar mistakes but at some of the stupid things I wrote and worse...I thought they were clever and witty. I will probably look back on this and say why would I ever bring this topic up. Ok enough negativity. I am not stopping my blog because I am already too absorbed.
Have a nice day everyone!
xoxo,
Lauren

December really.

I am trying not to be greedy this holiday season but so many things look appealing. I am trying to focus my energy into positive things that have to do with people and not objects. I mean it is the season of giving. Oh and a new update about myself. Next year I want to take drama. I am done with attempting to dance so now I am going to attempt to act. Wish me luck. I'll need it.

This one's for Tricia.

Hi ok so back to answering Tricia's questions which i should probably do in a comment but I think it deserves a post. OK first order of business first half of 2012. Unfortunately. I came to hear Adam's song but friend failed to inform me she had to be somewhere causing us to have to leave so I will probably go and see it tonight. First half was good. Regarding the AMA's. No I did not watch them. Another unfortunate mistake. However I did youtube Adam's controversial performance containing simulated oral and kissing boys. If he was worried people had forgotten about him well he shouldn't. I think he was right it's late night tv and other artists did risque things. Eminem's repulsive yet entertaining act. Cmon America he's gay and he kissed a boy alright if he was straight and kissed a girl then it would be no big thing. I can't exactly say the same for said simulated oral. I thought it was funny. It made me want to see him live to see how outrageous it could get. I think the act was a calculated career move. He stirs things up blows his name up even bigger people get over it and buy the album and see him for exactly the same reasons I have. So we will see how much is too much for our lovely country but good for you Adam. I wouldn't have it any other way.

what's new with my life....frankly not much.

Birthday.new moon. half of 2012. wicked. random hookup (please don't make me expand). thanksgiving break. backstabbing friends. apologizing friends. cleaning my room. ready to return to father's abode. should probably paint my chipping nails and door.

in a nutshell.

Comedy writing

So my newest career ambition....get ready (if you read the title this probably won't be much of a shock) comedy writer?!! Yes I think this job is fantastic and I already have some pilots thought up. I conceptualized "Life Science". Now this pretend show would be about a small class of misfits in high school ranging from overachieving middle schooler to less than adequate senior with everything in between. The clash of every different social group together in a room being taught by a far from awesome teacher just struck me. Also I was thinking of a show which I don't have a title for yet. It would be based off of my own overbearing family. If I conceptualized this one I would have plenty of material. So let me know what you think so I know if it is a good idea.

Updates

so I like multiple people. Nothing ever happened with that one guy it just wasn't meant to be. One is named Adam and there is something about him that just makes him excruciatingly appealing. Quarter report cards came in and i ranked in a a 3.5 which I am mostly happy about. I think penn state would be a good match for me so if anyone knows if that along with an outside ski racing league, lacrosse and an avid member of youth group is enough to get in. Life is pretty swell and wow I just said swell but it is a very good description of things at the moment.

good times

Listening to hand in my pocket. eating in 15. Modern family Marathon. If only Logan hadn't gotten kicked off project runwway life would be absolutely perfect.

Halloween

Last night as you know was Halloween. Created by candy companies possibly, super fun, maybe well mine got better. So I am cat sitting. Yes staying at my aunts house for the weekend and watching her beloved cats. A little odd, sure but hey cut her some slack thise are like children to her. I had nothing to do so i slapped on my old first grade brownie uniform with my best friend julia and hit people up for some free candy. Guess what I made it out with just two tootsie rolls. Then we went back to the house and watched Twilight for like the 7th time. Yes I am slightly nerdy but it was awesome I swear that movie gets better every time.

sick

I am sick without swine thank god. I am tired and sniffly and coughy those arent words but whatever. So I am missing school i am probaly missing the most important lesson of the year but hey that is what study hall is for right. Back to bed and a new tissue box for me.

Nick.

Nick. It needs no explanation. Just Nick. Now let me explain. Nick is a crush long forgotten. Way back in 7th grade and half of 8th. Well world guess who I sit next to in bio. The infamous Nick. When were in class he just acts so charming and charismatic. I forget what a jerk he is. A user. He was aware of my crush back when it happened. I dont want it to come back to haunt me but it is slowly creeping. Just when I think I'm in I find out he is going to homecoming with his ex love. Here is how the sequence of events went down:
"Hey Lauren"
"Hey Nick"
"uhm...Are you going to homecoming?"
(Falsely brought on excitement) "Yes I am"
"Who are you going with?"
(In my head) oh this is it he is asking me.
"No one..."
(still me) "Who are you going with"
"oh I am going with that girl I dated for over year yeah you know the one who practically ripped us apart"
ok maybe the last part is false but back then I had a pretty fair chance. Life is just unfair but I'll deal.

homecoming...sigh

this is terrible homecoming is so close and i really want a date but i think its too late. i also need a dress. hmm what about nick preferably enzo but thats a long shot. this is a pretty lame post

Here

I am here. I am well. I just spent a very enjoyable night with some friends. Life is rough sometimes but hey we have to get over it right. Wrong. I can only take my mind off of things for so long. Now just to fill everyone in me and my dad....used to be close. USED TO BE. Then he got sick. He turned to his good buddy sky and met up with grey goose and hasn't been the same since. It's a sad situation I used to see him every other day (divorced parents). Then he decided to up and leave to a remote town out of my way about an hour and a half. He split off from his entire family and doesn't agree with other opinions. People just don't understand how lucky they are if they have two normal parents. Yeah it sucks not having a dad but it sucks even worse to have a great dad until age 10 and watch him slowly fall apart mind and body.

today i found out my dad is dying

Happy travels

I am taking a day off school. Luckily we have friday off so I will just be skipping one day. I am on my way to New mexico for the annual balloon fiesta. Ill give a detailed report as soon as I get home.

Bust

That girl I was supposed to hang out with totally flaked on me. So I spent the football game with my good friend instead. It was kind of dry until we met up with two of my other friends Z and J just using alias for security reason. :) Overall it was a pretty good time however the sleepover tonight failed so I am going to hang out with my cousin tonight and I am excited because we are basically sisters. The game is still on for tomorrow but it will be hot indeed so I am kinda not as jolly as I was at the beginning of the week. Off to my cousin's house.

Life

Ok I have been thinking about this post for a while now. I meant for this blog to be a type of "online diary" but I feel like it has turned into my opinions on the world. I want to talk about my issues and my journey through adolescence which sounds quite corny but whatever. So starting now I have been maintaining excellent grades so far. Hopefully I can keep this up. I got asked out by a boy and we have yet to go on a date. I am hanging out with a friend who has not so great influences on me friday night before the football game. To round out the week I am getting together with old friends to sleep over and reminice (spelled wrong?) and going to an A's game with the fam on Sunday. I sound busy but I still find that empty spot every so often. I shall ponder on what exactly I need to fufill me.

VMA's

I'm not sure if its just me and I don't want to reiterate the subject more than necessary but wow what a WTF moment. Kanye West is so flipping rude. I am not one to be easily offended but that was just really not a cool move. It's not even something he can blame on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol because this isnt even the first time. So what drives Kanye to pull these stunts especially on the oh so lovely T-Swift? Comment what you think. Oh yeah and personally Gaga tore it up but blood was slightly icky. Way to be bold and unique in a foul way?? Halloween isn't that close. I say nay on the bird like chokehold contraption she was wearing for the first part but hey who am I to judge?

The Movies

A great American pass time. One of my personal favorite things to do. Who doesn't love the movies. I am going to go today to see 500 days of summer. I will review it later with all the juicy details from the sticky floors to smelly bathrooms and the ridiculously caloric sodium filled popcorn. Sounds delightful don't it.

Concert

Yesterday I almost died. I went to the David Cook concert. I thought I would leave that part of my life out of my blog but I decided otherwise. So here's how it went down. I have wait scratch that had a David cook pillow case until last night and I will copy and paste the story from a fan site I visit often:
o as all the recaps say there was a pillowcase involved. And yes it does belong to me. I have had it for almost a year and is def one of my prized possesions. So then I originally wanted to get it signed eventually. I brought it to sacto and no luck so then i went to this concert with my cousin. We really wanted to get his attention so with her amazing arm she threw it. then he bantered about it and it kinda made my life. I think I will buy a new pillow case (I tried to get it back you probably heard me if you went to the gate afterwards haha) And I think I will become the mysterious "pillowcase stalker". And from now on every David cook concert I will attend will be crowned with a pillowcase. It was amazing to say the least.

San Luis Obispo

Hello there I am back from a wonderful labor day weekend spent at the beach in SLO. Despite the sunburn and exhaustion it was fabulous. I spent it with my cousin and a bunch of families from her school. She likes a boy. A very cute boy. I can't stop thinking about him. I would never do anything to hurt her but it is very tempting. Tips on how to avoid this feeling would be appreciated.

errr

in a slump once again. cant think of anything to write. tons of homework. comments would encourage better posts i swear.

farmville

I am officially addicted to Farmville and twitter....enough said.

first day!

hello there, today was my first day of sophomore year folks. I got really good teachers which I thought I would never say. It was pretty good all and all. Geometry. World history. Biology. English. Dance. spanish 3. Fabulous ready for an amazing scratch that hopefully adequate oh wait no negativity lets compromise a good year. Wow what a long sentence. Here's to highschool. 10 things is almost on so that's my queue to say adios.

Adios.

Abandoned?

Tricia where have you gone? Anyway I feel like writing again so I will. Last night I attended my cousins birthday party. We are the same age and about 20 people came over. Everyone seemed really close. Why can't I have this great circle of friends that loves to get together and what not. I just can't seem to find that which is a big part of my self transformation. I need a solid group who I can feel comfortable with and always have a good time. So I guess I will try and let it happen naturally but I may get impatient. I am afraid I will start trying to search for it and when you hunt for friends you always get a negative result. Hopefully I will find them sooner or later preferably sooner.

bleh

sorry i havent been writing that much. I am just not in the mood right now. That is all

Lost

I have had a jam packed summer yet I still feel as though I didn't live it to the fullest. I wish I spent more time with my friends and creating more memories than I did. Maybe I am just over analyzing myself trying to make sure I have a great time all the time. I guess it's a moot point considering school is just around the corner. Today I got my school supplies. All the usual: paper pens binders dividers whoozits and whatsits. My loss comes from that too as I used to love going it used to be a highlight of summer but today it was just kind of blah. Hopefully it'll make for a better school year. Wish me luck.

Depressing

Wow I am just getting high on life with posting tonight but I after this I must stop because my uncle's laptop has a squeaky space bar that really bothers me. So I just want to take the time to clear the air. One word I will never use to describe myself is depressed. Well because I am just not, I believe I come off as a generally happy person and I was reading my headline..."just a waste of time" and I realized I sound like a posing emo kid. So for for all of you who I know are wondering no I am not depressed. This may not even be an issue maybe this blog sounds totally normal. If so sorry for wasting your time by making you read something irrelevant. If I do I'm not. Did that last sentence make sense?

ASU

Arizona State University + Lauren= A possible college experience? Or an ongoing party? I hear they have a good broadcast journalism program, shall I pursue? Problem....I have a short attention span when it comes to those silly subjects like focusing and studying particularly in math and science. Well at a party school you should probably have excellent study habits and know that school comes first, well not for Lauren. So should I just throw in the towel to ASU and start filling out the application for Brigham Young or do you think I will have a shot in hell at one of the top 20 party schools in the country.

Back Again

Hello I have just arrived home from a small town in PA whose name I won't mention just in case of internet creepers. I know very likely on my blog. So I have decided that I absolutely love it there and would not mind one bit moving there. My mom thinks this is weird considering I am in the middle of high school and teenagers just aren't supposed to want that. Well mother I guess I am just a different kind of teenager. It has nothing to do with being angsty or having a mid teen crisis or whatever other names you can think of. I enjoy change... alot plus I have a much more stable family over there. Plus all my cousins went to this high school and give it rave reviews. This is all completely opposite of my life in California. I am close to the city but I would rather be close to new york right? The shore is right there and I just don't see a downside. My stepdad just quit his job and is actually looking out there so maybe one of my crazy ideas will actually work. I am now looking at this post and wondering who am I trying to convince? Tricia and all my other anonomous/nonexistent readers or Me? Another dilema in the complicated scheme of life.

accomplishment

Well I think it is safe to say my post about camp was successful. Why do I say this? Well generally when I post Tricia poses tons of questions and I am left with what feels like an incomplete article and I have to answer these questions because it would be rude not to. There were no questions. I spilled my heart and was successful this is a huge step forward for me and tricia don't stop posting questions I really appreciate your feed back and all your support this summer. So please keep being honest with what you think about my posts and my quest to self realization.

The Best Week of my Life

Hello everyone I was gone this past week at a church camp in norcal. I know church camp sounds lame sauce but it's not like every other church. I am an active member of the ucc which supports things most churches don't. These things include: gay marriage, transgendered people, interracial churches and relationships among other things. So anyway this past week really helped with my transformation and realization of myself. I learned to accept flaws and look way way past the surface. I also established close friendships with many people who may have physical flaws but beautiful souls. This may sound cheesy but it is so true. This self realization started with the gaining of confidence in myself which started with a group of 20 called my family group. They are the 20 most amazing people I think I have ever met. I like to call it turning myself inside out. With all this turning I hope I can go into the new school year with a new outlook.

Damn you Stephanie Meyer

Stephanie if you read this (extremely doubtful) I want tyou to know that I am going through Twilight withdrawal. Now I try not to get too caught up in these things but once I am hooked to something its all over. Your books are absolutely addictive and now I don't know when I will be able to pick up another book without thinking of my favs Edward, Jacob, and Bella. I am a latecomer but I feel like I came just at the right time because they will be fresh on my mind for the movies. Well Stephanie because of you 6 square feet of my wall are occupied with the gorgeous one (Edward). Honestly I used to laugh at the Twihards until I read your fabulous works of literature. Amazing.

Harry Potter

Well everyone emphasis on the one I just saw Harry Potter and the half blood prince. Hmm. I liked it I really genuinely liked it. Not blog worthy for most but I am a known Harry Potter not hater well maybe yes hater is a good word. I couldn't bear the first hundred pages of the first book so I didn't even attept 2-7. I stopped watching the movies after the third one (lost touch with my only diehard Harry Potter fan friend) and so I was surprised. It was mostly easy to follow, I knew what was going on and I actually enjoyed it. Maybe I am getting a more wizard magical taste for books I should probably try reading again.

broadcast journalism

I have decided I want people to know me and I want to major in broadcast journalism at asu and I want to be like Katie couric. Now how do I get there. I have made a decision, thats a first. I am slightly excited for school to start....that is definitely a first. What is all this? Am I growing up? Is my mission at self realization finally breaking the surface that my follower has commented about. I can speak with confidence but I am pretty sure I can't write worth a damn. I don't want to write articles I want to be on your tv in your living room at 7 pm telling you the worlds' tragedies and few and far between happy occurrences. I believe I could be an asset to a news room so now I need to take the steps to get there. Well boys and girls Lauren has finally made a decision now hopefully it sticks.

What am I even talking about?

What AM I talking about? What is everyone talking about? Each other. Striving to gossip as much as possible until one person breaks another person to the core. I feel like I gossiped about myself in one of my posts. The one where I attempted to describe myself in a short list of one word qualities. The word gossip sounds so bubbly and meaningless but that one little word packs a huge kick in the ass. I have no idea who I am or who I want to be so what right to I have trying to describe myself? It is like trying to teach an animal how to talk. Until I am successful at finding my inner self and turning it inside out to show it to the world I have no intention of telling random strangers what I am about. Because I am sure through my posts any person who has a decent judge of character can make a basic analysis. Although I could be BSing this whole blog (not likely).

Emo kids

Who are these emo kids? Why the hell are they so depressed. Personally I find an emo kid quite appealing sans the cutting and hating the world. So I guess that would make them scene. Who's hobbies include thinking hot topic is heaven (or hell) on earth and smoking pot and getting drunk. Ok ok now I am stereo typing which is funny because I am listening to a stereo and typing. Bud dun cha. Yes that was me typing a drum sound. So why do we stereo type... is it really that easy I dont think so. You have to be clever enough to find something an entire group or at least a large portion of it does. So to all the stereo typers in the world there are easier and more amusing hobbies. And to all the emo and scene kids keep your hair long and your skin pasty.

I feel this need...

First of all I feel a need to post. My one and only follower really puts my mind somewhere else which isnt hard considering I practically live in my own world. I feel anxious and I need to explain the below averageness. Is that a word? I spend alot of time thinking about a place I would like to live. A place where people want to hear what I have to say. Where every one gets along and racial boundaries dont exist. But clearly thats not happening and of course the world has some beautiful points so I will probably post that next. I am just 1 person in a population of 6 billion which feels really trippy. Hard to explain the way I think but imagine twisting every possible solution to a fabulous life and putting my face in it. So I need to do something to make that happen someones opinion would be helpful. Thank you my anxiety attack is starting to pass.

What is going on?

What is going on in my life today......
Well I woke up at 9:30. I groggily trudged down the stairs and had the last crumbs of lucky charms which are a crowd pleaser in my house. I continued the morning watching VH1 hoping for some cook action, wow I am mentioning that again. Got mad at my dad because he thought Mandy Moore's new video was too sexual. Really dad? They're doing karate and Mandy is just wearing a short dress coat thing I don't see an issue. Stomped back up the stairs because I decided I was tired. Got bored of sitting in my bed. Did a little facebook and here I am.

PLEASE GOD HELP ME THINK OF MORE INTERESTING POSTS!!!

next question

Who am I?

Lauren
Sophomore
california native
english speaker
spanish learner
church goer
liberal being
ucc activist
selfcentered
confused
lazy
unappreciative
shy
but opens up eventually
identity seeker

I am here to answr tricia's questions

I have decided to take a couple of posts over these next few days or weeks as I am headed to Michigan soon on a mission trip (I am not exactly sure what kind of mission work they need done there but that's alright).

1.Why is this world below average?

expectations
competitiveness
cockiness
racism
world conflict
pollution
gay rights and lack there of
close mindedness
criminals
death
war
bad economy
disease
genocide
lack of education
and many many more but I am not here to complain.

contradictory

asserting the contrary or opposite; contradicting; inconsistent; logically opposite: contradictory statements.

So recently I have gotten insight in my first comment. Very much appreciated by the way. My goals of reinvention are indeed contradictory which is why I am so utterly confused. I have no idea what I want to be. I am in the middle of an identity crisis which is why I cannot explain much about my life. I have realized my title may not make sense to many because they may not find anything interesting about me. I find the mind of a teenager very intriguing. It is so complex and doesn't get enough credit. So many emotions are flying and I just cannot seem to latch onto one. This is why my reinvention is so contradictory because I am not particularly pleased with my average appearance but I want people to see deeper. I want to see deeper. My entire life is just logically opposite.

very discouraging

Ok so I have had this blog for about a month and I have no followers or even readers for that matter. It is rather difficult to write about my life when I know I am the only one that is going to be reading. Well I am trying to reinvent myself, if I haven't already said that, but I don't know exactly where to start. Physically I want to change my hair, I want my skin to clear up and I want a new wardrobe. Emotionally I am trying to be more free spirited, I want to find my own niche and try to live in the real world more, as I tend to follow the lives of others whom have already reached stardom. Oh yes and I am trying to lose my materialistically based wants.

sorry to my nonexsistent readers

I haven't really written too much this week. Well it has been dead week and I am trying to cram for blasted finals. So my week has been pretty suckish. My friend who is moving is mad me I guess but I'm not really sure. My uncle is moving to this new house. (typical tract home) So last night we go to see it. Turns out him and my dad needed to go pick up furniture and I had to sit in a big empty house doing nothing with an 8 year old and a 5 year old. Worst day of my life.

My FML moment

Let me give some background on this first. Something I haven't mentioned and thought I wouldn't is that I have a interest well obsession actually more like a fetish for David Cook. I know lame sauce. So I also have braces and at night I have to wear headgear. Cool huh...

So yesterday I decided I officially have run out of room on my walls for pictures. I decided to make a very large heart on the ceiling made of "David". I finished about an hour later and was very proud of my work. I plopped on my bed and craned my neck back to take a look. That's when my headgear snapped. First FML I made a giant heart on my ceiling of David Cook. Second fml My headgear broke and i have no life.

So today...

So today I was at school. I was trying unsuccessfully to read people. You know that is a talent some have? Well it is. I eat lunch with some supposed friends but I am not sure if they like me. They have taken to my best friend quite well. Good for her. How do I know I'm not the one they keep around to make fun of later? Why am I worried about what they think besides I am trying to reinvent myself into the person whom I really care to be. Oh my... did I just answer my own question?

Romeo and Juliet

So in english we are reading the ove cliche called romeo and juliet. Even worse the ignorant people in my class have to act it out. Not your best idea Mrs. D. I mean no offense but reading a barely english style of writing is already difficult. Add some half wits speaking in monotone stumbling on every other word and I am verbally whipped by the end of class. Plus I am very sure my teacher explains to us every act before we read, as if we don't know the inevitable, is it really necesary to act it out? Just my opinion...

Hannah and Sean

So today I was waiting outside my history class because my teacher was late
as usual. Anyway there was the usual group of s talking amongst themselves about unimportant topics. Well my history class happens to be in C hall next to the special Ed. class. We hear occasional interesting noise once in a while and occasionally I let out a shameful giggle but who doesn't? Well Sean being one of the more popular special ed kids is used to walking into our classroom and making small talk with our teacher no big deal. Hannah a popular was talking in her gossiping circle when Sean approaches.
Sean: "Hi I am Sean what is your name?"
Hannah: (with hesitation) "Hannah..."
Sean: "How are you?"
Hannah: "Good..."
Sean: "What did you eat for breakfast?"
Hannah: "I don't eat breakfast"
Teacher finally comes after long awkward moments
Hannah: "I have to go"
Sean: "I love you baby" and leans in for the kiss
Hannah: "Ew" and backs away
Point of the story: Is our society becoming so corrupted by SEXual images and words that even the socially inept and barely functioning kids can pick up on it? Seems a little odd to me. I am not trying to say Sean is stupid but he has to be kept in a separate classroom all day because the school doesn't know how to treat him. Maybe I have taken this too far I mean my teacher said he is into blonds. I guess this has happened before.

WOW!! I started a new blog

Hello reader(s),
My name is Lauren and I started a blog just to let people in on the typical life of a high school student. I'm not exactly sure if you'll find me that interesting but I enjoy comments and such kind of like I enjoy dessert. Well I should start off with the fact that I am creating this blog to help me search for an identity. It's crazy the search for one's true self. I feel like I can't find that right group of people for me but hey I am having fun (not really) looking. Maybe it is me possibly too focused on unimportant materialistic things. For example I am focused on my looks way more than I would like to be I always complain that everyone has something I don't. I have decided enough is enough. I have much much more than I need and my true self is actually down to Earth and opinionated which sometimes can get lost in the jungle we call high school. So sit back and enjoy future posts! I will try to write as much as I can.

K bye
Lauren