Monday, June 22, 2009

What is going on?

What is going on in my life today......
Well I woke up at 9:30. I groggily trudged down the stairs and had the last crumbs of lucky charms which are a crowd pleaser in my house. I continued the morning watching VH1 hoping for some cook action, wow I am mentioning that again. Got mad at my dad because he thought Mandy Moore's new video was too sexual. Really dad? They're doing karate and Mandy is just wearing a short dress coat thing I don't see an issue. Stomped back up the stairs because I decided I was tired. Got bored of sitting in my bed. Did a little facebook and here I am.

PLEASE GOD HELP ME THINK OF MORE INTERESTING POSTS!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

next question

Who am I?

Lauren
Sophomore
california native
english speaker
spanish learner
church goer
liberal being
ucc activist
selfcentered
confused
lazy
unappreciative
shy
but opens up eventually
identity seeker

I am here to answr tricia's questions

I have decided to take a couple of posts over these next few days or weeks as I am headed to Michigan soon on a mission trip (I am not exactly sure what kind of mission work they need done there but that's alright).

1.Why is this world below average?

expectations
competitiveness
cockiness
racism
world conflict
pollution
gay rights and lack there of
close mindedness
criminals
death
war
bad economy
disease
genocide
lack of education
and many many more but I am not here to complain.

contradictory

asserting the contrary or opposite; contradicting; inconsistent; logically opposite: contradictory statements.

So recently I have gotten insight in my first comment. Very much appreciated by the way. My goals of reinvention are indeed contradictory which is why I am so utterly confused. I have no idea what I want to be. I am in the middle of an identity crisis which is why I cannot explain much about my life. I have realized my title may not make sense to many because they may not find anything interesting about me. I find the mind of a teenager very intriguing. It is so complex and doesn't get enough credit. So many emotions are flying and I just cannot seem to latch onto one. This is why my reinvention is so contradictory because I am not particularly pleased with my average appearance but I want people to see deeper. I want to see deeper. My entire life is just logically opposite.

very discouraging

Ok so I have had this blog for about a month and I have no followers or even readers for that matter. It is rather difficult to write about my life when I know I am the only one that is going to be reading. Well I am trying to reinvent myself, if I haven't already said that, but I don't know exactly where to start. Physically I want to change my hair, I want my skin to clear up and I want a new wardrobe. Emotionally I am trying to be more free spirited, I want to find my own niche and try to live in the real world more, as I tend to follow the lives of others whom have already reached stardom. Oh yes and I am trying to lose my materialistically based wants.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

sorry to my nonexsistent readers

I haven't really written too much this week. Well it has been dead week and I am trying to cram for blasted finals. So my week has been pretty suckish. My friend who is moving is mad me I guess but I'm not really sure. My uncle is moving to this new house. (typical tract home) So last night we go to see it. Turns out him and my dad needed to go pick up furniture and I had to sit in a big empty house doing nothing with an 8 year old and a 5 year old. Worst day of my life.

Monday, June 1, 2009

My FML moment

Let me give some background on this first. Something I haven't mentioned and thought I wouldn't is that I have a interest well obsession actually more like a fetish for David Cook. I know lame sauce. So I also have braces and at night I have to wear headgear. Cool huh...

So yesterday I decided I officially have run out of room on my walls for pictures. I decided to make a very large heart on the ceiling made of "David". I finished about an hour later and was very proud of my work. I plopped on my bed and craned my neck back to take a look. That's when my headgear snapped. First FML I made a giant heart on my ceiling of David Cook. Second fml My headgear broke and i have no life.